Struggling Between The Immensities

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I am a very complex person, with many facets that few people, if any, know about. That is probably because, while I am an open book, I leave it up to others to actually take the initiative to turn the pages. This blog is just a place for me to put down random thoughts and to think aloud sometimes. If you are reading this, thank you for your time and blessings to you.

Friday, June 16, 2006

God loves me and hates you

I just got done listening to a guy explain why homosexual sex is purely evil and heterosexual fornication is, not okay, but not nearly as much of a sin. His reasoning was that, at least with fornication of heterosexuals, the conception of a child is possible, which is the ultimate good. But homosexuals can't concieve a child so their sex is unnatural. What about people who are barren? Is their sex unnatural. Of course this all started with a woman asking him about Lot offering his daughters to the men who sought to rape the angels in Sodom. If all those men were gay, then why would Lot offer them his daughters? Of course, this guy dodged the question and went into his "bash the gays" mode, spouting off about the sin of Sodom. Guess he forgot about Ezekiel saying that the sin of Sodom was that they had abundance and ease and did nothing to alleviate the suffering of the poor around them.

So, ignore the parts of the Bible that condemn what you do (ignore the poor, hate, divorce, greed, usury, etc), and not only concentrate on, but elevate in importance, the parts that condemn what others do (two people of the same sex loving each other). And then claim that the Bible is your guide for life. Let's hope that when they go hiking in the mountains, and they see a cliff in the guide book will force them to go clear around a valley to arrive at their destination, that they don't ignore the cliff and concentrate on the ease of going straight across to the other side. That could get someone killed....just like their gay bashing rhetoric has sometimes.

God help quell my anger,
God please touch my heart,
In bringing peace into this world,
God let me do my part.

P.S. - I saw a saying by a gay Vietnam veteran that really says a lot. It said, "When I was in the military, they gave me a medal for killing two men, and a discharge for loving one." As Christians, which are we called to do, kill or love?

Friday, June 09, 2006

I have found the secret to life.

I am currently watching Pete O'Toole and Sophia Loren in The Man Of LaMancha, and it suddenly occurred to me what the secret to life is. It may sound strange, but I think I have honestly found it. You may ask what I mean by this. Do I mean: 1) I have found the thing that brings motion and consciousness to an inanimate object; or 2)I have found the thing that brings happiness to a person's life. By a strange quirk, I mean both. The secret of life is: LOVE. No, this is no jest. In the first case, God brought creation into being because of love. And then brought redemption of that creation, which had been broken, through another act of love, that being Jesus on the cross. In the second case, what does one mean by happiness? Is it an emotion, a state of being, a condition, a feeling, or some combination of all these and more?

I think of all that love has done throughout the history of humanity, and also all that the lack of love has done, and can't escape the enormous power that it has. It can cause the person loving to totally change. Take for instance, a teenage boy and his first love. It will cause him to do, say, and think things that are totally out of character for him. Or an old woman, whose love of her grandchildren can allow her to perform great feats to protect them. Or the college student, whose heart is touched deeply by a man suffering from AIDS and suddenly finds himself going out of his way to help. Same thing with those touched by the images of starving children on the other side of the world or right next door. But it is not just the lover who is changed.

Let's consider the change in the loved. I thought of this as I witnessed the change in Dulcinea in the movie. The love of Don Quixote for her broke down walls that nothing else ever could. Look at Zaccheus in Luke 19. Jesus did not preach at Zaccheus, nor did He condemn him, nor shun him. Jesus loved him, in all the dirtiness of his sins. This love broke down the walls in Zaccheus that separated him from God. Or the woman at the well, the woman caught in adultery, or any number of others since. How many walls could be broken down, and enemies turned to friends, if we only truly loved one another.

But on the other hand, look at what a lack of love has done. Wars, genocide, persecution, oppression, and any number of other evils that have plagued this world. We claim to hate these things, but humanity seems that it can never get enough of them. Many who claim to want to stop these, end up using them for their own benefit. It is clear that love does not come easily.

How many people through the world over the last 2000 years have been brought to God by love. And I am not talking about the love that so many use to justify their mistreatment of people (“It's for their own good.”). I am talking about that unconditional love that makes one able to live and die entirely for another, be it God or another person. And true, unconditional love can only be felt for another by rising above ourselves, although usually we have to be pulled up by the grace bestowed on us by God.

And how many people have been driven away from God by Christians who know not God’s love and therefore could not offer it to others. Be it inquisitioners, crusaders, child molesters, church condoned slavery, or forced conversions or annihilations of whole groups of people. And it seems to be that the true love of God is shown by those on the receiving end of these evils, be it Booker T. Washington (I will let no man drag me down so low as to make me hate him.) or Gandhi(Whenever you are confronted with an opponent. Conquer him with love).

And in the end, if everyone who claimed to be a Christian, loved others perfectly as Christ loves us, then where would the evils of the world find a place to hide? Nowhere.

Pray for the day when this can be so.